It was not a match made in heaven. After 15 years of marriage (4 of which spent in separation), I am at a point where I feel I do not have the courage to emotionally invest in a relationship again.
It's tough for a woman my age, at this stage of my career, and at a time when I want to devote my focus on raising my daughter. There are too many risks to calculate.
While I hope to meet someone whose principles and interests I share with, I am not inclined to consider the possibility of a lifetime relationship.
Anxious to have my heart again ripped into pieces, afraid to wake up next to someone who would be my nightmare.
But this I can be sure of for now. My life is my own once again, and I am free to pursue my dreams. And my faith is in God, Whose plans are perfect, and Whose Will will be revealed in due time.
(This was first posted on http://www.bubblews.com/news/1573973-doubtful-of-ever-finding-a-lifetime-partner-again
