I really feel bad about having been away from my page for a long while. It seems so much easier to be rambling about the mundane details of everyday life at my other page than having to take some time to dwell on memories of the past.
There's so much that has changed in me. Now a year older, I sincerely feel that I no longer hold on to the sadness of having been betrayed as a wife like I used to. The idea still leaves a bitter feeling, but it no longer brings me down like before.
In fact, I am more capable of forward-thinking. Rather than bring back memories, I am inclined to devote my energy to making pleasant ones with my family and my cherished friends.
Some painful memories might keep on nudging, but their whispers will start to be muted as they fade in the music of my enjoyment of what life has to offer for the moment.
